Dreams

Sometimes dreams are funny, horrible, or even scare the crap right out of you.
Most times my dreams are crazy, and get me quite worked up and I'll wake up in a cloud of confusion or in defense mode.
Dreams always mean something and I'm usually pretty good at figuring out what they mean. I've had the luck of starting to figure out what my own dreams mean when I remember them. I never used to understand them but I guess with analyzing other dreams for quite a while now I'm starting to figure out my own outlandish night events. Maybe I'm just starting to have dreams that aren't pure craziness and actually are a little easier to grasp.
I hope my girlfriend doesn't mind that I copy her idea and blog my own dreams.
I started tonight. It's called "Absolute Craziness."

What Now?

So I think I figured this one problem out.
It's been a tricky riddle.
Not like some Rubik's Cube or something.
But yeah.

Sometimes

Sometimes it feels as though the only way to get ahead is to stop caring about others.
Sometimes it feels as though nothing good ever comes out of compassion.
Eventually the feeling of distrust both in yourself and others seems to take over.
Most of the time a slight depression and feeling of hopelessness arises.
I wonder why people feel that they have to take advantage of others in order to succeed.
Our world has been formed around this basis I believe.
So, what options do we have?
You can choose to give up or be abusive towards others.
Maybe with a little luck and a lot of hard work we can succeed slightly.
But the feeling of distrust never seems to go away, which is a shame.

I hope I can learn to trust people again. We'll see.

Bedbugs!

I can remember my adopted grandma saying; "Good night, sleep tight, don't let the bedbugs bite!"
I thought she was crazy, like there was a such thing as a "bedbug."
Turns out, there is!
California alone saw the reported cases of bedbugs by exterminators rise from 31 to over 34,000 in just one year.
High end stores in New York City have had to close over suspected bedbug infestations.
Now the cases of bedbugs in Toronto are skyrocketing, with the cases in Waterloo Region following not far behind.
It kinda creeps me out that they could be anywhere, a movie theater, a clothing store, anywhere! They can be transported simply by brushing up against somebody's purse.

Why all of a sudden are we having a problem with a pest that we thought we had eradicated?
The answer: DDT.
DDT was used widely as a "pesticide nuclear bomb" if you will.
Once the effects of DDT were deemed harmful, it's use was stopped and more pest specific pesticides were introduced.
They have gradually made a comeback and as I understand the problem will get worse before it gets better.

I can't stand the thought of being eaten in my sleep...EWWW!!!

Gotta get 'em!

Those damn varmints.
They mock me.
I wanna get 'em.
The stand down there and they just look at me and I'm sure they laugh inside.
I'm sick of cleaning up their piss on the chair.
I'm sick of cleaning up after them in general.
Those damn varmints really know how to get me mad, just lurking around down there and mocking me.






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Damn Crazy

What the hell do these idiots in Florida think they will achieve by burning a Koran on 9/11?
Really, all they are doing in stooping to the level of a Muslim terrorist by doing this. (Or those wishing to build a Mosque near the site of the Twin Towers.)
America claims to be a "Christian Nation."
What would they expect their Christ to say about this?
Indeed this is just another reason to believe that Judaism, Christianity, and Islam ("The Evil Three") is nothing but a farce and a way to use God as an excuse to commit ridiculous crimes, abuse others, or generally act in a ridiculous manner.
WAKE UP PEOPLE!
Are you will do by burning a Koran is incite more violence.
http://www.facebook.com/pages/International-Burn-A-Koran-Day/134718123226530?v=wall

Every day a change.

Yesterday I decided to change one thing every day.
Yesterday I decided to supplement my diet. (Healthy power sakes.)
Today I've decided to start eating breakfast.
That is all.

So Anyways...

Today I'd like to figure out some menus.
I'd also like to fix this computer so that it doesn't keep randomly rebooting.
Hopefully I can get some cash jobs.
Miss my girl already, and it's another long day for her.
Everything will work out...

But this is very disturbing:
http://www.ctv.ca/CTVNews/TopStories/20100902/oil-rig-blast-100902/
When will we ever learn?

Reflection

I succeeded in completing my chores.
I just hate seeing my girl in pain.
There's nothing I can do to help and it bothers me greatly.
Tomorrow is another day I guess...
Hopefully my baby feels better.
Menus...

Long Wednesday.

Well, it's September.
Gotta get some stuff done I suppose...
I made another pair of panties yesterday.
Plan on heading out for a few days.
I wanna clean this place up and make some shorts for myself.
After the news is over I guess.
Might as well post what I made.